awright awright, I've forgot to mention that somebody/anybody means that I'm totally lost and I don't know what I feel and I don't know what I exactly want.
awright awright Alice, tell them what you really want.
so,
Dear Santa, I want a boy, a living loving boy who would care for me and constantly tell me that everything is awright and who would not ever leave me.
A cute welsh/scottish/english boy about my age would do. You know, I'm really tired of crying every night and waking up with red sore eyes, so please, please, please, let me let me let me, let me get what I want this time.... (sorry, I had to put this Morrissey quotation here)
Will you do a little miracle for a sad lonely me?
xxxx, Alice
well, it's Cristmas, so , just in case it's not too late)